In No Particular Order
It all begins with an idea.
Photograph by Cristian Loranzoni
‘When I got there, there disappeared……’
In no particular order, I operate within the world of Energy Medicine, a cis white female, songwriter, Reiki master, pansexual, biofield balancing practitioner, energy therapist, singer, first-generation Anglo-Celtic Australian, currently 10 years abroad…
I rebuilt myself from ground zero in my early 30s.
My 20s? As well as having the time of my life, I did end up passing the point of what I thought was no return.
I completely lost my way, my grip on reality, and myself.
In doing so, I was shown a thing or two.
In my honest opinion… the best, most life-affirming, teachings, blessings and lessons seem to come from ‘random encounters’ and out-of-blue life experiences…
So, for the past 7 years, I have been documenting some stuff as I flop about here on Planet Earth, and I’d like to share some of it with you…
I used to pride myself on having everything 'in order', so much so that I strangled the life out of my own life!!
I gripped and grabbed onto things and experiences whilst my mind was always far away in the future, already fixated on the 'next thing'.
For as long as I can remember, I was crippled by the "Who Am I?” equation.
Obsessed with finding out (and doing so from a place of insecurity, urgency and instability), I think this is why I ended up where I did - lost, addicted to releasing dopamine and burnt the fuk out!
I was too busy searching outside of myself for something I had and knew all along - within me.
The peace, the essence, the source, the soul, spirit, the space… the truth, purpose..
All I had to do was: REMEMBER.
Within the remembering, we become.
We bypass the “Who Am I” (which stems from the conditioned small self), and drop into the all-knowing, all-encompassing, all-healing space of everything.
Peace.
Truth.
Love.
Power.
The Present Moment.
Yeah, it is that simple. But I didn’t know it then, or have any tools to work with.
So for me, I had to ‘break down to break through’.
Who Am I?
I am life.
The Flow of Life… experiencing a material existence here on Planet Earth through the human vehicle that is my body.
Just like You :)
Now that I know this, I live life very differently.
I laugh at myself a lot, especially when I turn into a rigid mechanical human thingy, stomping around, taking life so seriously.
I’m curious. I’m childlike. I’m sensitive. I am loving, welcoming, and accepting.
I am scatty, spontaneous, sometimes impulsive and explosive!
(Some may find me unbearable or perhaps triggering, and that’s ok, too).
But I have so much love to give, and I want to pass on that which has been passed on to me: the freedom from unnecessary suffering and how to harbour peace within.
Human = Conditioned Self ( we can’t find ourselves / remember who we are, from this place )
Being = Uncoditioned Self ( we enter the realm of ‘everything’, we remember, we become )
How do we honour and blend both so we can live our truest and most highest vibrational self whilst we are here earthside, fulfilling our days dressed up in our costume of flesh?
How do we become ‘full of ourselves’ without becoming full of ourselves?
What does it mean to be empowered, like truly empowered?
It must have something to do with - Energy Mastery?
Knowing that we are energy, and that we can work with this energy to change the course of our lives, right down to our thoughts…
Science has proved that:
““An elevated emotive state with clear intention; changes matter“”
And we all know that, “everything is energy”..
Why are we not taught and shown about our energy systems and how powerful we actually are !?
Why do we not casually discuss ‘coherence’ and how we become unstoppable human beings when we become energetically coherent on all levels?
Why are we not taught and shown HOW to do this?
Given the tools, any tools, to use?
The human mind is the most powerful tool there is on this Planet. This isn’t mentioned enough!!
This is what interests me, this is what I teach, and this is what I am dedicating my life towards…. exploring & experiencing:
Quantum consciousness, the laws of the universe, the mathematics of harmonics, the science of life, stillness, the subtle energetic anatomy, subconscious reprogramming, uncertainty, the world of energy, consciousness, the power of thought, the power of the mind, neuroscience, the power of love, compassion, and kindness..
Healing..
…. breaking, suffering, resisting, fearing, fighting, fucking, expansion, integration, and transformation.
Gah… life !!
I now fully surrender to life.
And just like nothing in life is linear, this includes my inspiration, thoughts, and the content and context of this blog -
‘In No Particular Order’.
Greetings and welcome to my disorderly, imperfectly perfect and weird world, my version of wisdom, energy-balancing tools, an alternative vision, experience-based teachings, my secrets, and my life.
Big love,
Madeleine x